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Sometimes in life . . . we wonder what's our purpose in this world. Why do i keep on living? What is my sole reason in being here in this era, in this day of age, in this body with this mind set. We wonder if we ever gonna achieved something that is going to be worth our time here in this planet.

Have you ever really done something that's is worth your while? Something that is so satisfying you wont feel any regrets whatsoever? Something that makes you say . . I'm content now. I'm ready to leave this place.

"We were put here for a reason" this phrase has been haunding me ever since i laid my eyes on it. Have i achieved my purpose in being here? Have i done something . . .

A very good friend send me an email, tersentuh juga lah my jantung because i didnt think our friendship mean that much (well maybe not, maybe i perasan? who knows) but i was touch by that email. So much until i evaluate my own purpose in life. Am i really that good of a friend?

Sometimes its hard to look at yourself and be satisfied or content or proud until someone says something. Its much harder to feel good about yourself the older you get. We tend to be more critical, analyze things to much, listen to rumors and other people rather than our hearts, worrying about mundane things, basically we thinks too much rather than laugh for joy. Laugh because we are still alive and laugh because we are free.

To the crazee wabbit who send me the email (you know who you are) i may not know yet whats my purpose in life, but i think you may have shown me which path to choose in another crossroads of my complicated life.

Yi? macam so serious oh this post . . . WATCHOO!!! nah see someone talking bout me already.

"and i'll be there forever and a day - Always" . . . Bon Jovi, Always