DRUNK!

"Drink the first, sip the second slowly, skip the third!" - Knute Knolte

Geez ... everyday these word keep staring at me at work, but did i follow it?.. no... i just had to chug evrything down my throat. " What its like being drunk? you say... i can tell u this, it's not funny.

August 13th. cant remember why i did it. but i remember i was mad/annoyed about something. probably something i made up in my head which is none existance and therefore i was actually annoyed about nothing. which is dumb come to think about it. i guess this is the result of too much pent up anger, my mind simply cannot tell the difference between reality and dreams anymore. sigh. baka.

There no excuse of my worrosness. i'm just glad that i got wonderful frens to rescue me. viv and mel, Arigato Gozaimaste! (i owe u my life) they rescue me from my predicament (to drive or not to drive) and mel actually SLAP me awake. *whack* and force me to dance it all out in shenanigans. haha dance, when i cant even stand properly. in the end i manage to sobered up a little bit, but still cant drive all the way home. i think another *whack* in Shenys. cant remember. so mel's the third person to actually slap the left side of my face (do lefty slap on the right?). First slap was from zar, i probably deserved that as well. *shrug*

That night i've become a person that ... i .... in all my 15years of self awareness .... really despise. (too harsh a word ... okay lah ... Don't Like) A Drunk. what else happen that night i'll not elaborate here. wanna know about it i'll tell you face to face. not to say that night and shenanigans was bad, it actually was great, hangin out with frens and havin a good time, hangin out wit great frens is alwiz good for the soul. i actually had great night with all my collegue then a more fantabulous time in shenys with the best of frens that anyone can ask for. its just that i made everyone worry about me, when they should be havin the time of their life instead of lookin at their shoulder to see if i'd fallen or not. somemore i needed a place to crash, so need to futher trouble viv's house. i owe u guys satu keluarga a life debt. i'm able to laugh about it now ya but the whole situation with me in the drivers sear contemplating whether to drive or not is not at all funny.

So those of u who wants to drown your sorrow or your life miseries in alcohol... i say it again, it's not worth it. but if u still intent on doing it, do it at ur own expense (alone and in ur house) else no one is trouble by ur stupidity and carelessness, and if u still wanna go out and drink, then think about the phrase up there, and down here.

"You can be careless with your words or your actions or your thoughts, but you CAN'T be careless with your lives ... and theirs" ..

"Toy's out! Somebody grab a bucket of cold water!" .... splash ... *whack* "OUCH! OI!! i was thinking u idiot!"